Like the lotus flower that is born out of mud, we must honor the darkest parts of ourselves and the most painful of our life’s experiences, because they are what allow us to birth our most beautiful self.
— Debbie Ford

Thanks for stopping by, I'm so glad you are here! I live in Northern California and I am a mom to 3 great kids... I am a grandma (they call me Nan), a daughter, a sister and a true friend! I am a passionate yogi and teetotaler that changed my life by removing that one thing – ALCOHOL. By removing that one thing, I made way for 1,000 more positive things in its place.

When I first gave up drinking, I had no hobbies, no passion, no idea what I was going to do with my life. I just knew that I was not living my best life and that I was most certainly dimming my light with drinking. What started out as social drinking escalated over the years into what ended up being a major problem. That's the thing with drinking...it isn't a problem until one day you wake up and it is.

Once the problem was removed, it made time for ALL of the things – yoga, exercise, reading, new friendships, building up my existing relationships and the time to start excavating why I drank the way I did for so many years. What I found was that I am an introverted-extrovert – meaning all those years I considered myself an extroverted party-girl, I realized I was drinking to quell my social anxiety and to calm all of the energy I felt being uber-empathic as well.  I never understood why I could feel other people's energy and truths and have only just really started digging deeper into what that means for me.

Through getting sober, I learned more about myself - who I am, what lights me up, what shuts me down and why I drank the way I did. The thing is, you can remove the addiction, but unless you start to do the work of figuring out the what, why's and how's, you will just stay stuck. And stuck did not sound good to me...not one minute longer! The change in perspective and identity has manifested so many new and beautiful things - I am finally realizing so much of my life and ideas were shrouded in story - and not the good kind. Releasing fears, story and things no longer serving me, has created so much room for all of the miracles happening now. 

Whenever you are feeling stuck in your life, remember there are 1440 minutes in the day, which means you have 1440 chances to do something different and change your life.

It took me a little while to figure out that the biggest thing to light me up in sobriety was being of service - to myself, to my friends and family, to others in recovery. I became a registered yoga teacher (RYT200) (more about this here) and Certified Professional Recovery Coach (CPRC) and Certified Life Coach (CPC) Dual Recovery / Life Coach Training through International Association of Professional Recovery Coaches, IAPRC. I am also certified with the She Recovers Coach Designation and I am also a Gray Area Drinker Recovery Coach. I am also a Certified Integrative Nutrition Health Coach through the Institute for Integrative Nutrition. I am also certified as a recovery leader through Y12SR: The Yoga of 12-Step Recovery Leadership Certification program. I also work for The Luckiest Club as a meeting leader and co-teacher for The Sober 90.

I am so excited to assist others in finding their greater purpose and clearing away limiting beliefs that may be holding them back from living their best life. I am committed to helping others live life on purpose. I love how it is all tied together - yoga, recovery, coaching - and excavating the parts of you that have been hiding while living with addiction. I am so glad you have joined me here, on this beautiful path... here's to letting our freak flags fly and putting ourselves first and becoming whole again, or at least to being on a path heading that way. 

Stay tuned for more big things to come. I am so very honored you took the time to check out my website!

 
Sunrise yoga on the sea of cortez in baja photo: matt felperin

Sunrise yoga on the sea of cortez in baja
photo: matt felperin

Podcasts

In this episode, Tammi and Sondra are excited to have Natalie Fairbrook on the podcast, helping them kick off a slightly new Summer format called the Sober Sister Summer Series. Natalie is a friend (often referred to on the pod, *that* Natalie), sober Mama, yoga teacher and recovery coach in training and from party-girl to passionate teetotaler, her story is sure to resonate. This series is all about the beautiful life anyone can create in recovery, and Natalie is a radiant example of that. You can learn more about Natalie and her offerings at www.nataliefairbrook.com or follow her in Instagram @nataliefairbrook.

So many of us get the message growing up that we're either too much, or not enough. We then carry that messaging right into our adult lives where it becomes downright suffocating.  In this episode, Natalie and I discuss our personal experiences with feeling either too big and loud, or too small and ineffectual. Natalie shares some amazing wisdom on overriding those messages and giving ourselves permission to embrace whoever the hell we are.

Episode 61  How to Create a Life You Don't Want to Escape From with Natalie Fairbrook Natalie Fairbrook is a Certified Recovery Coach, Certified Life Coach, and Accountability Coach for Hip Sobriety.  Natalie is a Yoga Teacher who removed alcohol from her life in 2015.  Through her own recovery and